Who is this Azri Redza?

The title came from the song “On The Other Side” by The Strokes. If you ever felt like hating, being hated or just felt negative, it’s a good song to hear.

Tomorrow, I will be registering for college, and once again I manage to screw up the it-wont-be screwed-up-if you had-done-it-earlier documents. Well, the financial form actually, to be specific.

My mom got so mad when she knew I haven’t completed like, 20% more of the forms. I’ve been through a lot of situations like this, and I could only blame myself for this.

I brought this upon myself. IF ONLY I hadn’t wasted so much time reading manga, and doing some f-ing unprofitable stuffs, maybe I won’t end up being depressed like always, after a harsh scolding from my parents.

Truth be told, I really hate myself for procrastinating, and I have a long history of it which resulted in some motherf-ing situations (like getting kicked from university).

Sometimes, I wonder why am I like this. Why do I not take things seriously? Why can’t I make my parents happy? The why questions often haunts me more often when I am scolded by my parents.

Why do I feel so useless? I’m so sad right now, I feel like ki…sigh, never mind.

I hope something good would turn up for me. Because I know, good deeds are repaid by good things in life.

Well, yesterday, while I was heading to my car after watching my little brother play his Pool games, I saw a yellow Porsche driving along the road at SS15. To be exact, I think it was a Porsche 911. Or a 996, which similarly looks like the 997.

Believe it or not, I’m a fan of Supercars. Not too extreme of a fan which, knew all the engine specs, history and bla bla bla. Just a normal kid who wants to drive a big, expensive, and beautiful Supercar so he could show them what he’s made of( and impress the girls at the same time!).

Haha..well, and just 2 hours ago, when I was on my way back to home, I spotted another Porsche on the road. Perhaps another 911/996/997. The car was in red and for me, it wasn’t cool though. Ferrari = Red,to me.

I’ve seen quite a few Supercars here in my hometown, Subang Jaya. I wonder sometimes, when do I get to drive one?

Lol, much that I know, if I start making money now, sooner or later, I will eventually buy and drive one.Unless, of course, I did nothing and waste my time doing useless stuffs, like reading manga and watching Youtube videos.

So, a reminder to myself,

ACT NOW!PLEASE MAKE OUR DREAMS TRUE TO OWN A SUPERCAR ONE OF THESE DAYS!